The problem growing up with a television (which replaced mothers in the home when I was young) is the non-stop non-sense that is funneled into the unformed, almost prescient, human consciousness. With all due respect to actors who portray characters who are truly heroic and to be admired, it should be obvious by now Hollywood stars make terrible parents.

Growing up watching t.v., I started to mimic naturally what I saw which is what children do. And to assimilate to the madness. That’s why when I’d suffer I’d look to the drug store. When I wanted comfort food which did not exist at home – because mothers were supposed to be working like men and leaving children home alone with the television– I ate at McDonald’s. And, it may be said about me, I live in a complete fantasy as do the Hollywood stars who went before me. Can I be blamed for that??

In most cultures before our time, mothers are revered as the defenders of the weak and helpless, children, the sick, and the oppressed. Men died in tribal skirmishes or all out wars by thousands to defend mothers and children. The sixties changed all that. Women were made to be confused about their value then, just like public schools are making children confused about their gender now.

To what end? Well, so the gods of the New World Order can sell us solutions to whatever problem we have. No moral restraints whatsoever! No mothers to protect them, children are ripe fodder for the beast I spoke about in Myths, Beasts, and Conspiracies.

Despite my horrible Hollywood upbringing, and the toxic swamp that is our current culture, I am grateful to find meaning in the madness. Once we identify what the madness is, we can be free from it. The madness is the lie: “We can do whatever we want! Who can say otherwise??”

Does anyone believe that to be true anymore?